| | Due to a span of a really weird past five months, and getting a promotion along the way. I've found myself in a huge whirl wind of work and play, mostly work. I've missed a lot. My little sister is about to graduate, my nephew is teething, and I still haven't visited them yet...My friends are graduating, and I can't go to college due to money troubles. My mom is going broke because she's taking care of the baby. My uncle, my dads older brother, passed away. I've been really depressed a lot lately, although the love of my life doesn't know it... I'm thinking about trying to go to England...I've always wanted to go. My significant other thinks I wanna go because of the hot punk chicks, but she's o' so wrong on that. I'm going for the hot punk chicks and the clubs there are to visit.
I've started using my deviant art website. I love this thing. I don't have very many people watching me, but it does feel good when you can go to an environment and can make connections with people trying to grow artistically. I get really excited when I log in and find a new person has visited me or left a comment...My Space, as much as I like it, could never achieve something like that for me. It's nice to see my old buddies, and stuff from school but some of them I may never see again, and it is a little disheartening, but with deviant art it's a little different for me. It's a place where artist can connect with each other through an artistic sense. It give me a joy I've seriously haven't had since I feel in love. Don't get me wrong the lady in my life is wonderful in every way, but she's only human and can't expect her to ful fill everything. So what she lack, which isn't much at all, art makes up for. Most of my art she's the muse for anyway so that makes her special. I spend a crap load of time with her and my pencil and paper, and my deviant art site. There's nothing better.
I've been getting really sick lately. The city inwhich now reside, has been under a pollution advisory for a very long time now, and the city council has advised that asthmatics, people such as myself, not be outside for long stretches of time. There goes my daily jog...Not that I do that...I really need to tho, but it really makes it hard to go to work in the morning when you cough up a lung. Weeeeee...Not. I like this place but seriously, New Your is on an Island and it has WAY less pollution. It's due mostly to the big business of landscaping. It's HUGE down here. I've never seen anything like it. They come three times a week to mow the grass. THREEE...It's making me sick...literally. Anyways that's all for now. I'm gonna try to keep this up to date more often. Take care and bu-bye.
Kid- out!!
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| | Posted 3/4/2006 1:00 PM - 9 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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